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Saturday, December 27, 2014
0 commented | / 12/27/2014 03:40:00 PM


Regardless of when it happened... it still hurts like never before. Be it the december 7years ago, or the december this year. This aching and helpless feeling just doesn't go away... So many days, i felt like just crying out. The receiving end always take the full force of the blunt hit huh? Since 22/12 i had been trying to pick myself up, telling myself to 振作，坚强. But i guess this time round, I fell too deep before realising T_T

Its so hard to try to be act like nothing happened around you... it really does. So much misery that i have to hold it within myself because you doesn't want anyone to know about it... I am left with no other places, except this blog that nobody will visit, to be used as a sanctuary, least you found out that i had not recovered from the incident. I guess its a good thing that you do not know about this blog?

你的不闻不问让我的伤感隐隐作痛。就算是个假象，我也多希望能尝试它，而不像现在如此狠狠地被拒绝于门外...

"You can never quite choose who you like. But only hope in anticipation that the feeling is mutual." But when even this anticipation is dashed, a part of me really died.




Friday, February 03, 2012
0 commented | Brief summary of my JC and Army life thus far. / 2/03/2012 06:04:00 PM


Been a long time since i last posted, 2 and a half years in fact? Things had happened JC's life was a rush, trained for NAFPA,did projects for CCA and PW, wasted my time on games and finally... my A's level is over. Then, gotten disappointed over my poor results(not a single A), yet i had no one else but myself to blame. Worked and enlisted in to army, seen all type of people around, learnt a lot of things relating how unpredictable a person would be. meet a few, but enjoyable friends in these past 2years of life too.

7months into army and i realise there wasn't really much done on my side; Goals that were set before enlistment were all not fulfilled, the saving plan that i had was also a failure. but oh well, there is still 1 year before i return to a civilian, so hopefully i would be able to savage the situation?

speaking of which, i getting the feeling of being TOO old now. 2012!! i was shocked that this lunar new year was so mandane to me; i had no sense of a festival going on in this period. guess that means i am losing my childhood =( used to look towards CNY so much for the ang pows and visiting relatives' houses =D, but now these things seem so meaningless to me... ~_~

Oh well, all the best in life for any1 that still visit this blog =)
will blog again soon........ hopefully.



Wednesday, June 24, 2009
0 commented | / 6/24/2009 03:47:00 AM


I getting used to how the way my life goes now. not much to say, personally hope things will just stay this way at the very least. well school reopening.. got to start doing homework!!


ah, throughout my course of anime- watching during the holidays, here are some lines that i find it very true to daily life. =)


"People... Humans... chase after the existence of happiness. What (the kid) wanted... was just a tiny bit of happiness. It's nothing special. At the very least, the spark that triggered his actions, was just a tiny tiny wish that every human has. That dream...That vow... Who could deny him that? Is anyone fit to do so? But. People are judged because they are linked to others and the world, whether they liked it or not. That is their fate. In that case, when personal feelings face off against the will of the world, it is treated as nothing more that a pointless, misty existence." quoted from anime code geass.



"Even though there are a lot of things that you can't forget, including a lot of sad things too...But morning will still come, right? So there is no need to overdo it by bearing them in your heart." quoted from anime code geass.



Thursday, May 07, 2009
0 commented | / 5/07/2009 10:48:00 PM


I CRIED. I LEARNT.



always thought life can't get worse of than this. but.... it just got, and i am the cause of it...



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